I don't want to dream anymore because I see her just like she was when we were in love holding hands and walking like there was no tomorrow. Free, healthy, and happy. So if I am to die soon let my life go out for good. I cannot take any more greaving over her in my dreams, God, I have reached my limitations. Sue died in 2002, and this is 2022, are you kidding me how much longer must I stand staying alive?
After she died I was truly lost in love without her with me, smashed, and very hurt. I kept going just for my three children's sake, turning here, and then there without any other reason. I was lost in love with the affection she left behind feeling as real as if she was still touching me. How did I go on living that way? But I did. When I relax and fall asleep she is with me again, looking just as young as when we first met. We became shocked! Finding the love we always wanted, and having what you want. Our affection for each other became magic in our hands and heart. We would quarrel rather forcefully but there was never a doubt that we would chase each other to the ends of this earth to feel the magic in the way we loved making up. Have you ever felt a perfect kiss?
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