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I still believe in love.



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The American people's faith is being tested by the evil people running the US government and media, and the people of faith are either going to let evil keep lying to them or not.


Has your faith been tested, and do you still believe in God's love after everything was said and done.


When I was alone in my youth, looking like a popular handsome young man with people who professed their friendship, no one could tell those attractive women didn't truly love me and used me for their satisfaction. Finally made me feel like turning them loose to go home and stay with my father getting away from that disappointment of some kind of evil wanting me to be like them.


I felt used and abused going along with erotic perversion leaving me empty and not satisfied at all, lost without a path to walk down. All of my pride being Handsom dating good-looking women was a lie that embarrassed me, instead of something to be prideful over. I realized I made a stupid mistake about love, and I don't like being stupid?


Those attractive loose women taught me a lot of sexually, leaving me feeling cold. Like I was wasting my time and falling back instead of living up to a more manly standard.


Being with them became a show for the show's appearance's sake, with no substance of true friendship, or love. We were using each other any way you look at it.


So I went home, only going to work, talking mostly to my father because I turned the people I was going with before, loose. Firmly telling them "no" when they came calling.


After a while, they stop trying.


"Woosh" I was glad going to LSU football games talking about football, fishing, spending some time with my one and only childhood male friend, and once in a while picking up a Go-Go girl when we felt that way. It's too hard to completely give-up women because I like them too much.


Until I was looking at the Saints Pro football game one Sunday with my Father, living upstairs on Hillary St. New Orleans. "Knock, knock, knock." "Who is that, Dad?" I don't know Son, let me walk down the stairs and see."

I heard a soft women's voice talking to my father. My father walked back up the stairs telling me, "an attractive woman is wanting to talk to you Son. Her name is Susan."


Susan! I don't know any Susan, feeling scared wondering what could I have done that I forgot about?"


As I walked down the stairway down to the front door. I saw her tall well proportion figure as I open the door her big dark brown eyes startled me over their beauty, hearing her tell me. "Look I have been trying to talk to you for the past three years, only to see you disappeared, so I thought since I live only a few houses down this street, to knock on your door and introduce myself.


My goodness, my heart was beating faster flatted over this attractive woman wanting to be friends."


Guess what? She was the right number, and we were married two months later, raising two boys and a girl until she passed from cirrhosis 30 years later, 2002.


You never know, I felt like I passed some kind of spiritual test of having a chance to be a manly guy living up to the right-woman standard. I'm talking about pleasing a TrueBlue mature full-grown woman in every way you can, not something less.


God loves us and the people who love God love you too so, of course, I still believe in love.


I'm living with my grown children and a lot of golden memories.

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The LORD is My Shepherd

He restores my soul; He guides me in the paths of righteousness for the sake of His name. 4Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 5You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.…

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